I could compare you with. Sometimes - actually a lot of times situations present themselves in my life and for a moment I want to join in - forget You - and enjoy what I know is clearly sin. I feel as if I am missing out on all the fun people seem to be having.. and even as I try to advance my career I feel as if things could be moving to slowly.. like if I did it my way and not Your way - God - things would be a lot faster, cooler and easier - not to mention more rewarding..

But isn't Your wisdom always so rich and so rewarding? I can't explain You God - You are too marvelous for words. Too precious to compare.. To have been chosen by You is an absolute honor. To be given Your name, to belong to You to find refuge in the Lord God Almighty... I shall never be moved. I have been loved in ways I do not deserve. I have been shown mercy - I could never understand.. I have been bestowed with gifts, and power when I know that I have not been worthy.. To find anyone who could give me such honor... to have found You - my LOVE - was the greatest thing that ever happened in my life.. I will be eternally grateful.. I am so glad to be God's child.. I am so so so so glad..

Just be real with God... and set your heart to seek His face.. and when you do - you will never be sorry. and in dark hours of your life and in the bad and good and boring times - make it your goal to trust in Him and no matter what your doubts are just have faith in His word and before long your obedience (believing who He has said He is and what He has said He will do) will bring great reward. May God who has sent His Son Jesus Christ - touch your heart today.. and whomever you may be may He find you. If He found me...He will find anyone.. no matter who you are..  Abide in Him and He will abide in you.. Love Him and He will make His home in your life and in your heart.

 All praise, glory, loyalty, honor belong to the Lamb of God.. Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.. Now and forever..