I thought about prophecy, I thought about healing, I thought about tongues and today I am thinking about love.  To love the people God created - to not think of myself more highly than I ought to.. To lay down my life for my friends.  That I cannot love God whom I cannot see if I can't love those that I see. 

Well I am bent on loving God..Why?  Because He first loved me.. and He has really really loved and changed me.. and if loving others is His commandment then so be it... Guarantee it's not easy.. infact by myself without the Holy Spirit and constant praying and repenting I could never do it.. But I am going to try.. to love the unlovable in my life.. to put up with those that annoy me, that are spiteful to me... God loves them.. He died for their sin too and when it rains the rain is not just for me it's on them to.. so why do I behave as if what I have wasn't given to me by God.  I am sure if I look really hard I will find something to love in every person. 

Hey, things are simplified when the bible says this "owe nobody nothing except to love"  that's my prayer today.  Now I just need to learn how to love... Is it just lip service or is it giving people stuff?  If my wardrobe is full of clothes I don't wear and I need to get rid of them and a poor girl comes over and I give them all to her, is that love?  don't think so?  that's convenience... So what's love...I think it's patient, it's kind, it's gentle, not self-seeking... wow! 

For the next few months - I am going to think about the way I love others more seriously, and more importantly the way I love God...

Speaking of love .. I love you guys.. I don't always post on my blog everyday.. but I pray for you.. and I know that God is keeping us.. and that He is always near... Be blessed.. be holy, for He is holy, and remember God wants to forgive you more than you want to repent.. so don't be scared His hands are always outstretched and waiting for You and nothing can seperate us from the love of God... He made you, He knows you, so don't wait to be perfect, because He wants to meet you whether you are 50 years saved or never saved before.. He wants to meet you where your at, because guess what?  His love is unconditional.. accept it today.. and get forgiven.